a lot of the time when i have to go out and talk to people i chicken out.
it takes a long time to get ready to go outside.
items of clothing tried on and discarded again and again. over and over. panic about an outfit and how it appears from each side. each mirrored part has to look acceptable.
then what to say to people. the dullness of conversation. the dullness of seeing.
it all becomes overwhelming and sometimes i have to go to bed instead.
this becomes a problem when it is close friends and family.
this is old stuff for the most part as i overcome it now.
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