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Today is a bad day mood wise.

Mood swings are overwhelming me rapidly.

SWING swing SWING

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There is a strange atmosphere in the office here today mostly due to the buy out of the company.

The thing is most of the people here are getting loads of money from it so I have no idea why they are not happy, perhaps it is the uncertainty. People hate when major changes are brought about in work even if they are for the better.

I am getting no money from all this as the company I work with daily is my client.
It is a funny old situation where we are in-house contractors and have been for many years. I’m worried about my job as the new buyers of my clients’ org are not in favour of contractors. Fair enough, a substantial amount of money is spent on us every year.
I don’t really mind about the money so much, although I am looking with slight regret on my turning down the job offer I had from my client three years ago. Then again I have never liked them as an organisation and I still believe in my reasons for turning the job down in the first place stand.

I am re-doing the old CV now and I should really take this as an opportunity to get something new going. I think I would like to move away and work abroad for a couple of years but circumstances do not allow. I am not sure why I am putting such limits on myself in that regard actually. Maybe I should look for work abroad. The lifestyle in Australia might be good.

Anyway I’ll return to this subject shortly.